Saturday, July 14, 2007
tis few days vry tired... den got alot of test... didn't manage to on9 n blog... lol... den tis few days slp vry early... busy in sch... oso hav alot of hmwk... stress... recently got alot of unhappy tings happen... dunno wat to say... oso dunno how to prevent unhappy tings to happen agn... but i tink sm tings r meant to happen so cnt even prevent lo... den juz leave it lo... juz adapt n try to solve wat really happen lo... today oso hav a test... i tink another gone case bah... recently de test i tink all gone case le... coz i feel tat i didn't do well... so even get back e result all fail i oso nt surprise... haiz... mayb i too get carried away by those tings happen bah... den dun really hav e mood to study... haiz... my elder bro go army today oso... wun b back for a few weeks... so left me, my eldest bro n my parent liao... eldest bro most of e time nt at hm... so left wif me n my parent lo... i tink my parent will miss my elder bro alot... during tis time i really dunno wat to do sia... so unhappy le still muz act happy... n oso muz make my parent happy... vexed... sudd wanna work... to keep myself busy so i hav no time to attend those tings... but i tink tis coming term break i will b vry busy bah... i go find work to earn money n keep myself away... actually wan to find 1 nw but exam is coming... so muz study n strive hard lo... den wk cn only left till aft exam... i really cnt tink of anyting to keep myself busy sia... study oso vry sian... no mood to do so lo... haiz... recently i oso vry easy get frustrated... trying to control myself to make myself calm... argh... btw today oso still e same... busy wif sch lo... den reach hm still muz attend to my parent... i already vry unhappy liao so i stay in my rm lo... but my dad still say me... he say y come back frm sch den stay in ur rm dun bother to watch tv wif us ar... wth... den i say diff channel ma... den he say everyting oso hav reason... argh... den i juz keep quiet lo... coz scared if ltr my dad provoke me mre i will get piss off wif him den dun wanna talk to him liao... plus smmre my bro at army n if i dun talk to him he will get vry sad lo... so muz tolerate lo... den at nite still muz settle tmr outing de tings... another troublesome ting... den hav conference... is all juz a reason den everyting cnt plan well lo... is e time... too last min le n cnt contact jas n dar becoz of it... me n rach tink so much oso no use lo... tot e ting cn settle but end up lix say still got jas n dar... den tat time already 1plus in e morning le lo... aiya... forget it la... dun wanna talk abt tis... end here... continue tmr bah...
Labels: life is unpredictable... wat is meant to happen in ur life will still happen no matter how hard u try to prevent it...
This is how all things worked...
12:30 AM
