Monday, August 13, 2007
yest aftnoon on9 to play maple awhile den started to make my lappy stuffs... coz i gg to bring it to reformat on tues... so hav to save all e files...den at nite watch tv aft my bath... when e show end, i was busy looking for e theme song name of e show... den my dad call me take nail cutter for him... but i dun wan to miss e song name... so i was lyk moving towards e rm to get e nail cutter but my eyes was looking at e tv... den my dad turn n diao me... wth... den i take n giv him lor but my eyes looking at e tv... den he himself nv c lor... when i pass him e nail cutter his hand hit me den e nail cutter drop... den he say is my fault... wa lao... everyting my prob... den i abit angry liao... aft he cut his nail, he say to me u tonite dun use ur laptop hor... everyday use till so late den slp... den i say i already alot of days nv use lappy till late liao lea... smmre i smtime i went to slp straight away den didn't go on lappy lor... den he say u everytime got use lor... wth... he malign me lor... den i say i dun hav lor... den he keep nagging den i dun care him n watch e tv he sudd siao lor... he beat me... wa lao... wts la... den i damn angry lor... i say y u beat me for nth... den he shouted at me... n slap me... bastard... wat he wan... den he still wan to beat me... den my mum stand infront of me n call me go to my rm... so i go my rm n lock e door la... den he call me unlock n i say i dun wan... den he trying to open e door... n smmre call me giv him my lappy... siao lor... lappy is i use my own money de lor... last time buy lappy he already say i hav to pay him back when i go out n work... so lappy belongs to me lor... den he say wat i lousy in my study... e whole family i'm the most useless one... den he say he wan to cancel e cpf deduction for my poly edu fee... i cn get into nyp is becoz i'm lucky... wa lao... damn it... say until so irritating la... den i say ya la... in e whole hse i most useless, i vry vry vry damn lucky den cn get into nyp de la... i didn't put in effort in my study la... i keep study till i wan to die n try to get gd grades nobody sees la... den since i so useless den wat for i go study... den he say better dun study... den i say i quit sch lor... den he say quit sch is e best... den he trying to unlock my door n call me to unlock e door... wts...i so stupid meh? unlock e door let him beat me agn ar? no brain tink de... den he keep using cantonese saying those nasty terms on me... i noe wat he saying but i dunno how to translate here... den he keep saying die die die... den i say ya la ya la... i shd go n die... den u happy ma... tats wat u wan ma... den he demand me to off e light straight away... i tell him if i off e light hw am i gg to do my tings... den he nt happy n keep shouting la... aft doing my tings i off e lights... den he still standing outside scold scold scold... den he still dare to say he rmb he hit me last time... i oso wun forget lor... on 15th of feb 2007.... i die oso will rmb tis date de lor... he last time hit me becoz when he come back frm wk den c me at my rm packing my clothes... n smmre i juz bought new clothes for CNY... den he come in n scold me... n smmre tat time was 6plus in e evening... he call me n my bros to go buy new clothes for CNY de lor... so i tat day aft work den went to buy n which was lyk only a few hrs nia... den he say wat i go out so long juz to buy a shirt... den i say i bought a few instead of one lor... den he slap me... wth... lyk tat oso kana slap... i hate tis la... everyting he say we muz follow... i nt his puppet... i hav my own say... i dun hav any freedom at all... wth... den yest aft i turn off e light he still dun wan to go away... den keep scolding... den i say u dun expect me to talk to u anymre... aft tat he keep quiet awhile n say i nt gg to giv u money... pls la... money... he so stingy... only i go sch den got money la... n smmre nt even $5 lor... den still say wat i dun study n go b ah lian ah hua better... den i damn angry la... my mum keep standing outside n trying to stop us frm quarrelling... den my dad keep scolding n i so angry n shouted back i already off e lights liao den wat u still wan... keep quiet la... i wan to slp la... den he keep standing outside scold scold scold... den i throw my tings loudly den he keep quiet n go slp... wth la... i already say i wun talk to him anymre... last time i forgive him is becoz CNY den dun wan let him ps infront of his relative lor... den nw i wun forgive him... no CNY or other big event coming... n smmre even if CNY coming i oso wun care nw... i wun talk to him means wun talk to him... tats my final say...
Labels: i oso hav stress de lor... exams r so near n i had to get tis kind of rubbish... wth...
This is how all things worked...
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