Sunday, May 18, 2008
it juz doesn't seem to stop... it juz added on... e pain juz continue... it seems lyk e cut still nt deep enough... agn... attitudes, attitudes n attitudes agn... y muz thr b so many attitudes??? haiz... y is it so strange... ppl wan me to ask qn on their behalf... n i juz do as a favour... n u r e one who say ok u wan to go... but y juz a few min ltr u say u nt joining n showing me attitude e whole day? wat wrong hav i done? i juz simply hlp my fren to ask u a qn... n i didn't force u to go either... wat's e prob wif u? end up i oso stay n accompany u but wat type of attitude u gave me in return? neither do i keen to go... i'm juz asking... is tat wrong? den wat for u say u wan but end up dun wan in juz a split sec n aft tat show me ur attitude? haiz... it's so confusing... den y is it u wan to complete e ting by urself den u comment as i nv contribute? i volunteer to hlp n u gave me sm task... den y is it i'm doing e task u gave me n yet u r doing urself too? end up when i complete e task n giv it to u, ur reply to me is u no nd le coz u alr found it... den in tat case wat for u ask me to do n yet u r doing it urself in e first place? aft tat u show me attitudes agn for another whole day n claim tat i nv hlp u n contribute... wth is tis?? wat u really wan frm me? y is it u r snatching my job n end up u say tat i nv do my own part? is tat fair to me? i'm really dunno wat to do... y muz tings happen n u juz expect me to forget it n forgive u wif one sry? e wound has alr been thr n does e sry u say cn make e wound go away? time juz cnt rewind back... watever pain created has alr been created... thr's alr no pt to say sry at tat time... coz watever tings u show e person had alr hurt them... once hurt n thr will b no turning back by juz saying a word sry... now wat i could hope for is juz tat no mre wounds n pain for me... at least let me rest for a moment cn? i'm really vry tired abt it... juz nd sm rest...
Labels: juz hope it will stop soon n let me take sm breathe...
This is how all things worked...
2:04 AM
