Tuesday, August 5, 2008
i tink i really super long nv post anyting le bah... my fans even ask me y i nv blog le... LOL... so to my biggest fan, Eus, take note... NEW POST!!! lol... n b4 i start all my story, i wanna wish my biggest fan Happy Birthday! i noe now say alr counted as belated le but i on tat day alr wish him liao... hahax... previously feeling down but till now doesn't seem to get any better either... hav been of course busy wif proj agn... n of course everytime mention abt proj confirm got conflict n prob in my grp de... cn counted as a problematic grp bah... lol... tat day i had an arguement wif one of e problem maker in my grp... y i call her problem maker coz everytime when thr's conflict or prob, all is she caused de =.= even if she nv cause e prob but she nv fails to get involve in it... super dotz rite... n thx to her my major proj gone case... our grp was suppose to make a website wif all e features n related to online shopping... thr's 4 members in e grp including me... at first one do members area, one do auction, i do specialty n e problem maker do product catalog... in e first presentation, we were all prepared except her... we hav done alot of page but she juz do one =.= so we r suppose to present wat we hav done n she hav only one page to present... tis confirm attract e teachers attention... so e teacher was asking i do specialty n den e problem maker do product catalog, den her product catalog y dun hav anyting n it juz link to my specialty? doesn't tat shows tat thr's no other products? n den e first presentation my other members was lyk having a debate wif e teacher... LOL... thx to her nv do anyting... den e teacher was asking who do shopping cart den? n they reassign e roles right at tat moment e teacher ask n say i do =.= i was so reluctant to accept but ended up i still incharge of e shopping cart... my previous effort was given to e problem maker... i was so bu gan xin lo... but no choice... sianz... den aft tat we carry on wif our own progress... n tat day one wk b4 tis presentation i ask e problem maker for her product catalog... coz i nd hers so tat i cn continue e part 2 of my shopping cart as i had alr done my part 1... i nd her database all those so tat my shopping cart cn retrieve e data... but when i ask frm her she say she go hm do n giv it to me e next day... but e next day no news frm her... so tot tat she nd mre time so i nv ask her for it... den another day she come talk crap to me... was lyk saying my job so easy compared to hers den say i do vry little tings =.= wts is she talking lo... all her code is duplicate de lea... mine still got all diff code n got to tink de lo... as if it is as easy as she tot... den i was damn angry n say her:" if at e start u feel tat shopping cart is so easy den y dun u do?" den aft tat she say:"i'm really worried abt our grp progress"... dun u feel tat is so wth? everyone progress except her... den now she nv do she talk tis type of crap... den aft tat she blame me say i nv remind her to do =.= do proj nd remind de meh? is lyk u noe wat u nd to do de wat... n smmre tis is own progress de lea... dotz... aft tat she say i got to remind her coz i nd e part frm her... as if i tell her she nv do my fault lyk tat... nv do say nv do la.. den y push e blame on me say i nv remind den is my fault... wth... den aft tat i tell her:"if tis is e case den all of u nd my shopping cart to checkout does tat mean all of u muz remind me to do mine?" sounds so true rite... so pissed lo... den frm mon i ask her for e part n till fri 5pm she giv me =.= mon presentation lea... siao de... fri giv me as if i no nd to figure everting out is it... den tat time alr no teacher le... got to depend all on myself... i spent my whole sat n sun to do e stupid proj but keep got error... n u noe wat? i till sun middle of e nite den noe tat is her database got prob =.= even database tis type of ting ppl wun cr8 wrong de wat... wth... she oso cn cr8 wrong till she cn only access her own database but others cnt access hers... den waste my slping time keep doing till i too tired n went to slp... n i slp for only 2hrs n got to get up n rush to sch to compile e proj... den when presenting i got those comments frm e teacher and it caused me to feel really depressing... coz of e problem maker i got to rush lyk hell n redo everyting till no time to slp n yet e teacher say he got a shock when enter an order but no database to capture e details... feel damn depressing coz i really no time to do all those le n at tat time i didn't tink of it either... n it juz happen to b part of my job... n thus aft presentation, i was feeling vry low... my fren was lyk consoling me coz they noe abt it... but i feel really unfair... if e teacher noes how long i've waited n wat type of shit i get den he will nt say tat to me le lo... nt worth... tis proj makes me really feel tat it is nt worth of my time... n during tat period of time, sm of affinities came to concern abt me... really thx... n even my idiotic bro always love to provoke me, he oso trying to cheer me up... although he might b lyk shooting me or wat but he noes tat it will wk... coz only frm him, he will always push me real down frm whr i m now n den he will giv me e will to pull myself up... really thx alot... but till now thr's nth i cn do coz it's alr over... so i tink aft a big cry i shd carry on wif my life n go even further frm whr i m now bah... n i noe thr's always ppl who will pull me through my difficult times... juz lyk affinities n my bro... dunno wat to say but juz a word thx =)
Labels: happy birthday to eus uncle... may all ur wishes comes true =)
This is how all things worked...
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