Tuesday, December 16, 2008
feeling vry low nw... coz hav found out smting n oso too many tings happen... today at first plan to go to acer to hav my lappy button fixed but due to a sudden call frm my dad saying sm new furniture is coming so got to stay at hm to wait for them... so end up acer trip cancelled... aft tat left at hm nth to do... so bored... thus, i decided to watch sm drama... den had my dinner... aft tat sudd hav a strange feeling in my mouth... i tot thr's a food stuck in my mouth or smting so went to brush my teeth... but e weird ting is i brush vry long but nth comes out... LOL... at first tot of giving up but it really making me abit uncomfortable so went on brushing agn... soon smting come out but e feeling is mre weird tis time... den a white colour ting drop out... i was tinking is it a sweet or smting... but end up found out is a small portion of my teeth... had a big shock myself... haiz... den aft tat my dad go pack my tings... before i went online, i saw one of my present... sudd hav a bad feeling n tot of my present tat affinities gave me tis yr... went up n down looking for it n i cnt find... my mum was telling me mayb my dad could hav throw it away... tis makes me mre worried... n i juz couldn't find it... was so disappointed till my tears came rolling down... even my dad himself oso dunno whr he put... but luckily end up he rmb n found it... it den giv me a relief n yet my tears juz couldn't stop dropping coz it really brought a big scare to me... haiz... den aft tat i cut myself... it's bleeding... today is juz so nt my day... n i oso found out smting mre disappointing n makes me feel so heartbreaking... ...
i shd hav noe smting amiss... but y i still choose to believe it... n yet wat u brought to me is pain... really wondering wat m i tinking oso... y i still go believe tat thr's still such a minor chance in it... end up it seems lyk its gone... being deceived... i hate it... how i wish all is juz an misunderstanding n nv happen before... making me tinking tat i shdn't hav done tat... vry confused... my heart is so juz lyk e condition of my finger nw... bleeding...
Labels: y u making me mre n mre dunno how to handle tings??
This is how all things worked...
11:40 PM
