Wednesday, March 4, 2009
aiyo... men si wo le la... recently free till nth to do... argh... n all our gaming time seems lyk gone aft affinities went for their attachments =.= i noe i got to b considerate nt to pin too much hope on gaming wif them at nite... but i alr used to it le... sudd wan me to get used to it really seems difficult... argh... all slping early but i cnt =.= when i slp early = wake up early... den wake up early oso nth to do... but slp late oso nth to do... tinking of gg wk but nw in tis type of economic condition it is really hard to find one... plus i still hav my driving n all in between... so is lyk nt tat easy to find a job to suit my time oso... if dun hav all tis tings i would hav go for a full-time job le... at least to keep myself occupied... argh... den wat shall i do nw lea?? last time still cn go out but nw oso cnt... nt really cnt go out but is only go out alone... haiz... got to get used to all e changes...
last time used to slp early but becoz of them i slp late... den nw alr sm sort of used to slp late le they all slp so early... make me hav nth to do =.= win liao lo... if only 1 of them still nvm... sudd all lea =.= wa liew... left me alone... haiz... really dunno wat to say oso... i'm nt angry wif them or wat but tat kind of feeling is lyk... argh... dunno how to describe... last time i used to b alone n so called a solo person... even i go out i dun mind gg alone... but time hav changed n oso others hav changed me... they make me nt to b alone n oso seems lyk at least one person is thr when i nd smone... but nw is lyk... left-out?? aiyo... dunno la... anyway if anyone c me on e street alone one day dun get a shock... coz i tink i shd go back to my solo personality agn... mayb tat suits me better... at least i wun feel lonely when ppl r nt beside me... lol... kk... decision made... i tink till aug i had my attachment they oso won't hav my tis type of feeling bah... so in other words i still meant to b alone... kk tats it... shall adapt to e changes n go back to my old self agn bah... shd b better i guess... so shall stop here den...
Labels: mayb solo mre suits me bah...
This is how all things worked...
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