Thursday, June 25, 2009
it's quite a long time i nv write emo post le =x lol... mmmm... recently rather emo becoz i keep letting thoughts to run wild in my mind... haiz... shd b too free le so i keep tinking of funny, weird n sm "mayb" tings... sounds abit funny here... lol... as in e "mayb" tings is lyk i will tink mayb lyk tis n mayb lyk tat... really tink alot of tings recently... i alr try nt to let sch wk pulls me down le but i juz cnt get my mood right... it's rather contradicting smtimes coz u expected e tings to b lyk tat n yet u dun wan it to happen... but smtimes we ourselves cnt even stop e tings frm happening... so cn only c it happen... haiz... no matter in any sort of relationships, wk or sm other tings, it seems to become so dramatic to me... really no comments... n my sch juz announce to extend our holiday for another one wk... mayb it really giv me a gd time to let me do my sch wk next wk n try to sort out all my tots by tis wk bah...
smtimes i really wondering if my persistent is a gd ting... trying to keep everyting in its original state n yet smtimes really wish for mre... i cn c ups n downs to it n smtimes i really wish thr could b an end... i really wish my wish could come true n really wish to get it... but who were willing to grant my wish?? smtimes it's nt only on a person's will, but oso on e other party... haiz... really vexing... juz hope tat i no nd to keep waiting for it...
btw juz noe tat chel went overseas today... i'm so blur tat i got it known by today... didn't manage to wish her bon voyage but hopefully everyting thr was fine for her =)
Labels: smtimes really wish smone will grant my wish... haiz...
This is how all things worked...
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