Tuesday, August 4, 2009
it's really tiring for me today... had nt been feeling gd e whole day... at first is got to go sch whr thr isn't any lesson... it's ok for me to go sch but e prob is tat go thr to get anger for myself... tis really pissed me off... 8plus in e morning, got a call frm a backstabber n ask me go sch to do proj... so i went n when i'm in sch, thr isn't any sec for me to rest... hav been busy doing all e coding n stuffs... n i got vry pissed when my classmate told me wat e backstabber says... she go tell e teacher tat she do e whole assignment herself... as in lyk inferring tat she doing e assignment for e whole grp n e rest of us hav no credit =.= n she backstab us by saying we said tat we wanna giv up on the assignment which cost us 25% of our total module mk... n seriously who will so stupid to giv up rite?? 25% lea nt 2.5%... den worse case is she act vry well tat make e teacher to buy her story... so me n my another fren who same grp as her suffers...
got really piss n she put words into our mouth... which is smting i hate e most... i hate i didn't do or say anyting n others malign me... so was damn pissed... n alr becoz of e proj, i stayed in sch till abt 7pm... den reach hm gg 8pm le... it's tiring n i whole day haven even eaten anyting since my breakfast... so was rather famished... aft dinner, hardly get sm rest... n juz for no reason i got scolding frm my dad... wth is tis rite?? he says alot of nonsense n blame everyting on me... he is e one who raise his voice on me n he say its me who do it... pls la... cn b mre reasonable?? imagine his voice loud until my mum cn hear it clearly in e toilet... he is e one who is temperament... n he say is me... n he say he wanna disown me... so forget it... juz disown as he wish... seriously i hate ppl put words in my mouth n he did tat... although is a small ting tat i could hav juz put it aside, but e prob is he say everyting is my fault n he nt at fault at all... i didn't even do anyting wrong or step on his tail n he juz come n scold me... ask me nt to b his daughter... kk forget it... i juz treat it as i'm totally independent... no nd him to b beside me anymre... wanna disown me den as his wish... n still say i make him waste money invest on me for my studies... n say tat i'm e one most educated in e hse but everyting oso dunno... i got to highlight tis... watever i hav nw is wat i achieve for... wat i'm studying is frm all e hard wk i put in... is nt of his money den i cn get into poly... if money cn buy my diploma, den those rich ppl would hav become professor n doctor without even studying... if money cn buy my education, den wat for nw i'm still studying so hard n stressing myself wif all e projs n sch wks??
watever nonsense he wanna say, juz let him b... so frm nw on, he dun nd to pin any hope tat i will talk to him... he say wanna disown me den juz b it... since disown le i dunno him he dunno me so no pt talking oso... next time he dun blame me for tat... coz watever he get in e end is wat he created himself... n tats it... no hard feeling here but seriously, i mean wat i said...
Labels: probably aft being disown i will get back all my freedom... nt a bad choice aft all n is he choose it... nt me... no pt feeling guilty...
This is how all things worked...
12:58 AM
