Saturday, September 3, 2011
finally after dunno how many days, i'm back to blog again... reason very simple... it's because i really dunno why i suddenly cant find any kind soul to pour out all my sorrow... school have started and seriously i dont really like it... this sem is just too heavy for me... i have 7 assignments in total... which all the previous sems i only have like 3 max... so imagine the heavy workload i have for this sem... it's really not a good sem for me... haiz... i've already completed 2 and now left with 5... all the submission dates are too close together and seriously cant find the time to even have a breath of fresh air...
currently still working on one tat i've to write 2000words which have to be submitted on this coming tues... after this will be another 2800words that i've to submit on 12sept... another group presentation that have to do lots of research just to present on 19sept... then another 2 assignments that i have to write 1500words and 3500words which will be due on 26sept... omg so can see why i dislike this sem so much... seriously hate to the core!! worse thing is i dun have any idea on how to write my assignments... suddenly ask me to cough out over 10k of words on diff topics sounds so crazy to me... im an ordinary person... can give me a more human life?? seriously cross finger and pray hard i can finish and submit all my assignments on time with the right content... gd luck to myself then...
i thought you will be the one that understand me and my situation the most... but end up i realise you were the one that make me upset the most... all the good words and good side of you instantly changed just because we are infront of different people... this really makes me wonder which is the true side of you? the one that is good to me, talk sense to me and think logically or the one that look like a barbarian, demanding and say hurtful words? seriously i'm confused... i dont like guessing game and i really dont know how to face this ever-changing situation... can you tell me is it that you just put an act infront of people just to blend in well with them? if thats the case, then i should also act with you infront of people which i think at least i wont feel so hurtful... seriously i'm disappointed with you at times and yet who else knows me more than you? you make me want to vanish in this world just to get out this complicated situation... depressed...
Labels: in a dilemma...
This is how all things worked...
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